Ok, this is not a nice blog but I thought it best to record my thoughts here. Every time I think of death I cry. I have seen it and experienced it so many times in my life in innocent lives. It's hard for me even to write this post and not cry.
So I would want to be cremated. I don't want my family to spend much money on my funeral. I would love a Headstone that says.."When you think on me, Smile...I miss you too." My husband should remarry. I don't want him to be alone...but his new wife better treat my kids like they are the Cat's meow...or I'll haunt them....lol.
I want my funeral to be lively, lots of singing and great funny stories. My life certainly was quite interesting and I'm sure I've put myself in so many awkward and funny situations, that anyone can pull a scene out of a hat. And the collage of pictures better be the ones that I have previously approved.
It would be nice if they can have either vases, candles, tea cups or some little keep sake with either my name or picture on it...but that might be too vain....nah....that would be nice.
My kids must grow up and be Christ followers. They must know that I love them dearly and would've jumped into any disaster so they could live. Why am I writing this now...I don't know....I hope I can read this 40, 50 + years from now and make changes if necessary. I don't know why...I just feel to be sad I guess. Arielle and Caiden were both born after great loss. They lived! And though they are polar opposites in temperament....they were the strong ones....they survived and were chosen to live with Vaughn and me. I will dedicate another blog to them. If I have not achieved anything in this life...I've achieved having the best kids and the best husband. They are certainly worth living for.
Ok, I am writing this blog and I'm seeing Don Lemon wearing an awkward bow tie. I know that Washington state gave the ok to same sex marriage. So I'm guessing he probably got married to day....that's interesting.....but the bow tie is horrible.
Anyway, I don't want to continue too much about my funeral. I like flowers....especially red and yellow roses and red and yellow carnations. Anything lilac is good too....just throwing that in...and don't forget the jokes.
See you next post. Until then...I'm going to live!
So I would want to be cremated. I don't want my family to spend much money on my funeral. I would love a Headstone that says.."When you think on me, Smile...I miss you too." My husband should remarry. I don't want him to be alone...but his new wife better treat my kids like they are the Cat's meow...or I'll haunt them....lol.
I want my funeral to be lively, lots of singing and great funny stories. My life certainly was quite interesting and I'm sure I've put myself in so many awkward and funny situations, that anyone can pull a scene out of a hat. And the collage of pictures better be the ones that I have previously approved.
It would be nice if they can have either vases, candles, tea cups or some little keep sake with either my name or picture on it...but that might be too vain....nah....that would be nice.
My kids must grow up and be Christ followers. They must know that I love them dearly and would've jumped into any disaster so they could live. Why am I writing this now...I don't know....I hope I can read this 40, 50 + years from now and make changes if necessary. I don't know why...I just feel to be sad I guess. Arielle and Caiden were both born after great loss. They lived! And though they are polar opposites in temperament....they were the strong ones....they survived and were chosen to live with Vaughn and me. I will dedicate another blog to them. If I have not achieved anything in this life...I've achieved having the best kids and the best husband. They are certainly worth living for.
Ok, I am writing this blog and I'm seeing Don Lemon wearing an awkward bow tie. I know that Washington state gave the ok to same sex marriage. So I'm guessing he probably got married to day....that's interesting.....but the bow tie is horrible.
Anyway, I don't want to continue too much about my funeral. I like flowers....especially red and yellow roses and red and yellow carnations. Anything lilac is good too....just throwing that in...and don't forget the jokes.
See you next post. Until then...I'm going to live!
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